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2009-10-30 [Musicman]: u bein silly is hot girl. sexy thang!

2009-10-30 [Moka Akashiya]: haha really .. well thank you heehee

2009-11-03 [reddening madness]: 2 across 2 down
That pic is sexy ;P
Oh hell they're all good

2010-04-18 [Thatsmyname]: Damn Chris is a lucky man :P
Your Gorgeous
Misha thinks so as well.

2010-04-25 [TEDYBER]: she really is and i know i am very lucky

2010-04-25 [Thatsmyname]: Cherish her. a girl like that doesnt come along often. please believe me i know lol

2010-04-25 [Moka Akashiya]: Thanks girl
even though i dont think theres that much special about me.
and at this point i have no reason to feel special or waned i guess *sighs*

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: Your very welcome.
but why do you feel that way?
and you shouldnt think that way because u are a great person and no one can change that but you. I know that you have been going through some things because of what i told you and i hope your not mad at me in any way. my intent wasnt to start anything i just wanted to tell you and him what i saw because i didnt understand it. But if i did start anything and cause any problems i truly am sorry. i really dont know if this is the reason why you feel that way but whatever it is you dont need it, your too nice of a person to ever feel that way.

2010-04-26 [Moka Akashiya]: no i thank you for telling us because if you didnt we would have never known that someone had a page up like that... and don't worry i dont blame you for anything.. right now im just feeling very unappreciated.

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: Why are you feeling unappreciated?
-hugs-
you know im just a phone call away if you want to talk

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: i know there times she wants to call me a douche bag even tho she wont say it but there is

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: But why though?

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: cause sum of the things i do are real douche bagish

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: Like what?

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: well seeing as we have along distance relationship i should be showing that i care for her via comments and what not but well i guess i didnt want to and i feel OMG uber bad for not doing so the last 3 months 

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: Ah i see so that is why she is feeling unappreciated.
well i dont blame her because with long distance the little things that wouldnt matter if u were seeing her everyday or what not, are going to matter because u cant see her so how are u going to show that u love her and care about her????

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: any thing i possibly can she told me the same thing for the last 3 months and apparently my head didn't listen and well now i know i fucked up and i hostly dont see how she can love me as much as she dose but i am truly happy she dose

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: well for one she shouldnt have to tell u becasue then it just seems as ur doing just becasue it makes her happy and ur trying to shut her up, if thats the case then why be with her????
When it comes to stuff like that you should just want to show her how u feel about her and that u want her to know that u love her. Regardless of ur head and forgeting ur sopposed to want to show the person u love that u care and love them if u cant do that then whats the point??? Its time to think do u really love then and do u really what to be with them??

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: thats the same thing she was tellin me and that what made me get to thinking
i also wrote she somthing
wanna read it ????

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: well here it is to bad if you didnt lol



i'm such a dumb shit
but you love my any ways
i dont feel I've live my part
to heal the damage in your heart
i'm supposed never let you down,
and time and time i have
but you stuck by and love me for who i am
that love you show grows wormer every day
melting this heart of ice and taking the cold away
you brought the sun shine in life when i was surrounded in gray
and yet you love on this special type of day
six months ago we started this thing, we call it love
you make my life complete every day your in it
i wouldst know what to do with out you in it
you make the sum shine brighter every day
and all those icky gray clouds go away
the stars shine ten times as bright with you under then
you are the speck of light in the darkest night that blows the dark away
with your radiant pure soul i'm thankful for every day.


what you said makes so much scene and i dont know why i didn't see it before but i love you and always will you are my world my every thing and i will always love you my beautiful radiant butterfly


Happy 6 Month Anniversary

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: aww thats nice and i think she will like all u said and appreciate that u took ur time out to write that and put the truth into it.

matter of fact where is brenda?

2010-04-26 [TEDYBER]: walking her dog lol

2010-04-26 [Thatsmyname]: lol figures well tell her to hurry up i have to go to sleep soon got to pick up my boo at like 8 am